Cold

It’s raining and feels so cold
Keep on crying; don’t know how to be bold
Wanted to feel better
But all I do is to sigh and stare

The cut still hurts
Every now and then it burst
I thought the pain is fading
I guess I must stop believing

I’m in a crowd but I am alone
Identified but unseen
Adored but ignored
Known to all but still unknown

Run, escape, hide and deny
Still believing on some st*p*d lie
Colourful mask I always wear
Repetitive lines… I’m ok I swear

Don’t dare to promise me you’re there
Don’t promise me you’ll hear
Every pulse of depression
Every drop of frustration

Endless pain, taste sweet as blood
Brings me to life so it wasn’t that bad
Don’t read me like a book
Feel my sorrow and take a look