Little Bit of YOU

I’m sometimes scared of losing you
And to think you still don’t have a clue
Time just passes by
Days end and all I can do is to sigh

Until now I still have a wish
I wrote and sealed it with a kiss
I may be a fool of believing dreams
Still follow your shadow that gleams

Your face shines in my memory
It appears indistinctively
Everything for me was perfect
Admiring you in all aspects

Yes, I may be a fool of liking you
I don’t know how I could get through
Please don’t let me feel blue
All I ask is a little bit of you…

Swimming Lesson

One, two, three, I tried to let you go
Four times, I let my love grow
The feelings sink me in
It’s always you that I’m thinkin’

Teach me how to float on the top
I’m awake so don’t give me a slap
Been wandering what’s this pain in me
You’ve given this yesterday only for free

As I dive back in our memories
You still have our gloomy stories
I hold my breath for another minute
Holding you really feels great

You asked me why I loosed the grip
I answered, “Your love is only six feet deep”
Deep pain keeps me crying
Damn! Never notice the sign…”NO DIVING”

Ispitsles

Hindi ko alam paano simulan ang lahat
Dahil tapos na ang panahon ng aking banat
Lahat ng sinabi’t nasabi’y totoo
Alam mong ‘di ko ugaling manloko



Lahat akala ko’y alam ko na
Ngunit damdamin mo’y hindi ko nakita
Hindi ko sinadya’ng maging bulag sa’yo
Alam mo naman na kilala akong t*r*nt*d*



Nang sinabi mong “mahal kita”
Pasensya na at ako ay natawa
Pakiramdam ko ngayo’y naghahabulan tayo sa buwan
Astig ‘yon, siguradong hindi kita maaabutan



Uso na ata ngayon ang magmahal
May nabubuo nga kahit ang askal
Sana’y ako parin ang bida sa bawat eksena
Kahit na ako lamang ay hamak na pangEXTRA!


CUT! CUT!

Huling Banat

Minsan ako’y nalilito
Sa damdaming mahiwagang ‘di mapagtanto
Ako’y napapangiti kapag naaalala ka
Daig ko pa ang adik, sa utak may tama
Maraming mga tanong sa ngayo’y bumabagabag
Ngunit ‘di bale na, damdamin pari’y ihahayag
Nung ‘sang umaga lang, andami kong nakalimutan
Kasi naman sa utak ko’y ikaw ang laging nilalaman
Nagmamadaling palagi kaya kahit saa’y sumasabit
Ang akin lang naman sa puso’y makasingit
Masungit man ako sa pagkakakilala mo
Ganito lang ata ang pusong INLABABOO
Ooopppsss teka lang, para atang ako’y may kulang
Pahiram naman ng puso mo, para makompleto lang
Mahal nga po kita, aya’t inamin na
Kung pag-ibig sana’y nahihithit, inubos na kita
Matapos na sana itong kabaliwan
Nang ako nama’y ‘di na mahirapan

A Night with Him

Last night she has a dream
Entered a room that was so dim
She thought it was a nightmare
Suddenly, she felt someone stare

Silently she sits in the bed
She lay down, everything spins in her head
In darkness he appeared
She cant blink, so she stared

She asked why he came back
He answered "I never lose the track"
Then he asked "Why you slay my heart before?"
But she sensed he only wants for more

He let her taste the sweet bitter kiss
The one she certainly missed
She can't think rationally
His hands just moved freakishly

She felt so alive last night
Close her eyes as he hold tight
She woke up to have her meal
Then she realized, everything was real

She

everywhere i go reminds me of you
kept on fighting for me not to show
dreaming for simple life
isolate myself from the strife
left everything even myself in the night
wandering what is right
sitting under your memories
my head spin, spine freeze
just like a nursery with late discovery
i'll mold you in a clay
for sure you can't stay for me
coz in your life there was SHE...

Green Fields

wide green fields
fresh air and white birds
run through the tall hay
nature teased me to sway
to fly with the doves
play in the mud without gloves
jumped barefoot under the rain
in my hand i blew a grain
tomorrow it will grow
if the crow won't show
this is the life i found
somewhere when i turned around
tell me if i need to go back
or let myself to get stuck...

Hell is Real

i kept myself busy
kept my heart free
sooner I'll forget you
no more beers for my blues
gonna lock it all down
burned it underground
I'm not a playah
to fool yah
I'm not a saint who simply weep
don't dare to call me creep
yeh yeh... it will heal
in you, i realized that hell is real...

Steel Heart

My steel heart is now bleeding
And to that I’m really wondering
I thought your heart was stoned
But then true love was shown

You simply pass by
Followed your shadow and cry
Warm hands I felt
You took away the guilt

I know you’ll never leave me
You and I will always be
Though you’re on the other side
The two of us will never collide

I’ll be keeping you
I’ll be holding you
Piece by piece of me
Inch by inch… is WE.

Owned

i couldn't remember how it feels
all i know that it really kills
thank you for reminding me again
how to be fooled and be insane
i love you...i want to deny
shut my mouth and do a sigh
getting married to that guy
my heart stops beating and soon will die
i know you don't care
that's the thing i can't bear
I'll hug you tight only in dreams
in my thought you always gleams
tell me how to stop
can i erase you with a snap?
in my pillow i always whisper
i am owned but i want you forever...

With You

To be with you is all I wanted
A wish that never granted
To kiss you at night when you’re asleep
Memories of you is all I can keep
Touch you slowly, while tears flow
I missed you, don’t you know
The warm breath and the cosy embraces
Losses all my strong defences
I forgot my past because of you
Pain melted like snow
Being cheated was really painful
Simply because I am fool
Fool not to say I love you yesterday
Chances now fade, drown in dismay…

RH

sa panahon na ako'y masaya
ikaw ang kasama
nang iniwan nila ako
sabi mo'y wag akong sumuko
ilang taon na ba tayo?
anim, pito, walo?
ang sarap mong sandalan
yan ang dati kong katwiran
mga gabi na katabi ka
tuloy ako'y inuumaga
hinang-hina ng ako'y mahiga
ninanamnam ang damdaming mahiwaga
pinilit kong lumayo sayo
sa kadahilanang gusto ko ng magbago
isa, dalawa, tatlong buwan
heto ako ngayon iniisip ang nakaraan
ano ba ang gusto mong mangyari?
sa buhay ko'y gusto mo bang maghari?
ayan ka na naman at nanlalamig
gusto na sana kitang itabig
baliw na ba ako sayo?
ano ba ang maiipapayo mo?
sayo'y wala akong laban
lagi na lang akong tinatablan
redhorse sobrang lakas!!!
kahit kailan wala kang kupas!!!

Hello

How could I ever say hello again
When you’re the reason of all my pain
Healing yes I am
This thing is really damn
Used to hold you close
But now whom shall I boast
Am I lonely or sad
This feeling really felt so bad
As the morning sun wakes me up
In my mind you always pop
Tell me what to do
To keep you or let go
When you left I was torn apart
I loved you so stop breaking my heart…

My Ressurection

Walking on some broken glasses
Filling out some empty spaces
As I enter this hollow room
Left you my scar, don’t follow my doom
Don’t you mourn as I turn into dust
Let the injury burn in the past
To free the evanescent soul
Is to bring back the heart you stole
All in me was pour down
The wound you’ve caused stands as a crown
See the sun as it turns into gray
Left the memory, last breath is today
Don’t need some fake attention
Simply wait for my ressurection...

Cold

It’s raining and feels so cold
Keep on crying; don’t know how to be bold
Wanted to feel better
But all I do is to sigh and stare

The cut still hurts
Every now and then it burst
I thought the pain is fading
I guess I must stop believing

I’m in a crowd but I am alone
Identified but unseen
Adored but ignored
Known to all but still unknown

Run, escape, hide and deny
Still believing on some st*p*d lie
Colourful mask I always wear
Repetitive lines… I’m ok I swear

Don’t dare to promise me you’re there
Don’t promise me you’ll hear
Every pulse of depression
Every drop of frustration

Endless pain, taste sweet as blood
Brings me to life so it wasn’t that bad
Don’t read me like a book
Feel my sorrow and take a look

We

I can’t see anything but darkness
All I felt was grief and sadness
Such a shame to be left alone
Because of you I mourn

I was there when you need me
I dry your tears away
The love I gave to thee
But I guess you never see

You’re with them when you’re happy
I’m here drowning and lonely
You said your heart belong to somebody
There was never WE in the scenery

I hate myself so much
Please take it away with one scratch
I hate you coz I love you
Goodbye to you… let me go…

Kailan Ba?

Ilang buhay ang sinakripisyo para sa paglaya?
Tunay nga ba tayong may laya?
Ano ba ang saysay ng lahat ng nangyari sa nakaraan?
Ililibing na lamang ba sa limot ang kahapong puno ng masalimuot na pangyayari?
Mabuti pa ang bulag dahil pilit na makaramdam
Dilat nga’t may nakikita pero patuloy sa pagbubulagbulagan
Mula kahapon hanggang ngayon…
May mga pagkakaiba ba?

Noon at ngayon …
Iilan lang ba ang gising at mulat sa totoong pangyayari?
Iilan ba sa kanila ang may tunay at dalisay na pagmamahal sa bayan?
Iilan ba sa kanila ang handang mamatay para sa ipinaglalaban?
May pag-asa pa ba tlaga tayo na makaalpas sa malaimpyernong kalagayan natin ngayon?

Kailan ba tayong lahat magigising?
Kailan ba tayo lalaban sa harap harapang pang-aapi?
Ano ba ang masmasakit at mas masahol?
Ang apihin at abusuhin ng mga dayuhan?
O ang lantarang pagbibinta at panggagamit sa atin ng ating kauri?
Ano ba ang saysay ng pagigigng Pilipino kung kapwa din lang sila nang-aalipusta sa atin?…
Kailan ba natin maiisip ang tunay na kahalagahan ng ating pagkatao na sa ilang beses na niyurakan ng iba?
Kailan ba natin matutugunan ang hiyaw ng inang bayan?
Kailan ba natin ipaglalaban ang ating mga karapatan?
Kailan ba natin makuhang ipagtanggol ang ating tunay na kalayaan?

Kailan ba?

Kailan pa?

Paslit

Sa isang lugar minsa'y napadpad
Kung saan pangarap ay kuyom ng isang palad
Doo'y nakilala ang batang paslit
Banat sa trabaho kaya lalong lumiit

Umaga't hapo'y nasa bukirin
Mga magulang nya'y 'di siya kayang pag-aralin
Sa buhay niya'y ramdam ang kahirapan
May puwang pa kaya sa kanya ang kaunlaran

Minsan na nga lang makakain ng bigas
Nagtitiis pa sa pilang kay taas
Kita nya sa isang araw kala'y magkano
Kakasya lamang pala sa dalawang kilo

Kaunlara'y simpleng salita
Ngunit pa'no mo ito ibibigay sa isang bata
Sariling buhay nga'y hirap tayong iguhit
Kulayan pa kaya ang buhay ng isang paslit

Kinumusta ko ang paslit na si JUAN
Sagot nya'y "heto't kumakalam na naman ang aking tiyan"
"'Di ko alam magiging buhay ko"
"Kinabukasa't kaunlaran ko'y magkano kaya ang kilo?"

Butterfly in the Midst of War

In the darkness filled with emptiness,

Where glimpse of memories remains,

And none of its light rests,

And all the sound of silence stands still.

A lost soul that needs restoration,

Who need to abandoned great frustration

In the haven of destruction.

She chose to be shush…

She don’t even rush…

Doesn’t care about the future might bring,

Coz of what she saw in the bloody stream.

Looking for the great light to save,

To take her away into this lonely grave.

So naïve while she is on the journey,

Struggling for something that she can’t even see.

Looking for love, looking for care,

And find a place where all is fair.

Futileness is not a reason to give up,

Move forward, sway high

Just like A BUTTERFLY IN THE MIDST OF WAR…